let's unleash the bitterness, its here in the midst of this

i'm sick.
i'm afraid i really wont be up for anything now.

victoria on thursday was fantastic. so good to hang out with good people for 12 hours of travelling, cold weather and museum exibits.

i had a fantastic conversation with joel on the bus ride back about spiritual gifts, and speaking in tongues.
i havent had much chance to hang out with joel much this year, but i think he's great..

this week is going to be packed. i was trying to schedule a hair appointment and couldnt even find any time. i'm a bit scared about that. but, its not like i'll be getting any less sleep than i have been..

this is where i think i'm going to have to let Him fight for me, because i'm not sure how much longer i can fight for Him before i crash.
all the pain in my head got me out of bed this morning, by the way.