with tired eyes i stumble back to bed, i need to realize my sorry life's not hanging by a thread.

well. it's really really cold here. it got to -15 with the wind chill last night.
its frightful.
the cold this year insists on freezing my skin and seeping into me and clinging to my insides. i don't think i've thawed yet.

i found myself bitter this morning getting out of the car and i didnt even bother to pull on a brave face before i got into the school. it took me many hours of being with joel, andrew and ian to be.. not sad. or at least okay with being sad.

it'd be so nice to look out the window, and see the leaves begin to show.

PS. please dont flirt with me. i'm between Crushcrushcrush and Bubble wrap with you. and i dont think liking you would be a good thing..