i'm getting a raise! yeahh. finally. without asking. beginning of the summer is raise time for everyone apparently.


and. new cell phone soon. stoked.
but i don't really want a storm, to be honest, and i don't really want an LG.
but it's between those two. because i'm stuck with bell.
it's a tad frustrating. haha i just want a blackberry bold. so much.


i'm back to qwanoes in.. two days:D:D. i'll probs end up packing tonight. its craazy round here these days. work all the time.
i'm so stoked to see alice and jeff again, and meet some of the cit2s.. and see grace and the cit1s i osced with in may.. ahh i'm excited. so excited.
aannd not looking forward to the ferry trip over alone.
at least i'll have some time to rest my voice...


it's so hard not to use it - when my speaking voice is fine, and i need to speak for work and whatever obviously.. but i still can't sing and i'm afraid i pushed it too hard last week and wrecked it. a bit.
like, so afraid. if i can't sing, i will die.
i'll have to be a tenor next year.
nope, i'll die.


i want to cry thinking about it.

oh! speaking of singing and crying.
check it out:)
it's us!
it was the last time we'll sing it together. ever. we were all about to bawl by the end, and way too many people in the audience were crying too.
i feel like it means it's worth it, even though we do with or without you at every concert. because the reason we work hours and hours perfecting this stuff is to tell a story and invoke emotion - and if no one feels anything because of it, it's wasted time.
and it's not just crying.. waltzing matilda and the argument got more laughs than the youtube versions by the professionals;)