My God is the God who provides.

i am finding that no matter what the circumstance,

i cannot remove the joy in me-

the joy that makes me sing and gives me strength.

nor would i would ever want to.

this year has been the busiest/most strenuous/most tiring thing of my life.

and i'm not disregarding the pain

but there's not a lot i would change, if i had the chance -

i found the joy of the Lord in the dead of winter.

and the future is so blank from my point of view, but we've always been told to trust the Father for this time,

and i'm sure that if there has ever been or will be a time that he will provide, it will be now, and more mindblowingly than we can imagine.

i pray for great things, and for us,

we must always be hopeful.

now it's time to get out

and stand in the wind of this summer,

and suit up for battle.